i may not have it all, but i have you

by lavender milk

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1.
listen 03:07
Please don't follow me, I'm just trying to get home. Just 'cause he's wearing makeup and you love the way this dress fits me. I do just what you taught me, pick up my pace, I've never felt my breath so still. Oh, oh, come validate me, you know you can't convince me. Don't you try and find me. Oh, I dare you to come and try me. Who said that this was okay? Tell me who hurt you? 'Cause most don't act this way. You need something better to do. See, I can't even get away. Locked in a small room. How can I even breathe with you here stuck beside me? Listen, this isn't in the cards. I know 'cause I turned them over. Try and catch me, you don't own me. Don't fucking catch me.
2.
interlude 00:48
Oh, would you look at the time? Can't see how fast that she passes. I'm not looking back.
3.
Alone again tonight, it doesn't have to be a weekend. Open my phone, I don't want to get up yet. I must have been scrolling for hours. I don't know when I'll find you or if it's what I want. If the grass is always greener, I'll always run and hide. This is all from the perspective of me alone in my room. Or at least this is how I imagine it. I'm too shy, as a boy I didn't have a clue. Next morning, I'll move in, I can separate the two. If the grass is always greener, I'll always run and hide. One day, you'll see me dancing. Getting nowhere just takes time.
4.
24 02:41
I cannot save you, you cannot save me. All that I know is everyone's dying. I'm so smart and I'm so stupid. Pain in the neck, but I'm getting used to it. In your car, I'm 24. But in my head, I'm just a whore. Fall into you? I'd rather fall into myself. I can't be content having nothing else. How old am I this time around? Part way lost and half way found.
5.
Everything's funny. Nothing's right or wrong. We're tired, but rising after some time.

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A collection of songs we wrote.

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released August 16, 2017

Vocals: Chase Jourdian

Guitar: Jon Carlson

Bass: Jon Carlson

Drums: Jon Carlson

Lyrics: Chase Jourdian and Jon Carlson

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