Name: scares me
Duration: P00H04M00S
Description: another song we wrote

scares me

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It's easy to get lost in what I always think,
and everything scares me or that's what I always say.
So, I'd rather just go for coffee, I'm not old enough to drink.
And I can say I rely too much on signs, and the way they pull me back every single time.
I find solace in washing dishes- but I never do it.
Does that say anything about me?
And doors will close and I expect that, and I cannot accept that.
Except
I always say I do.
And what does that say to you?

Will you still know my face again in the morning?
Will I still say my name like I know me?

I'm either right or wrong, or no in between
and I don't even know what being tired feels like.
And my head is okay, but better with noise.
But only a few.
So how does it tell me what to choose?
And I prefer lines late at night when I can't count
And I act strung out, but only on you.
Do you like that, too?
Do you wake up at night?
Do I ask myself these questions to you?
Would you depend on others to fix you?
Do you wait, or would you like to?
Was it-
Wait.

But I won't follow you.
I'm not going that way.

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released February 3, 2018
Vocals: Chase Jourdian and Jon Carlson

Guitar: Jon Carlson

Bass: Jon Carlson

Drums: Jon Carlson

Lyrics: Chase Jourdian

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